A very Spl movie

It was a weekend night and it was t usual..browsing chatting commenting on FB and decided to watch a movie from a collection of movies in my hard drive.. and happen to watch Seducing Mr.Perfect.. t movie was so very cute and interesting.. the specialty of the movie was, the hero speaks in English and the heroine speaks in Korean through out the movie..Love is beyond languages:)

I was relating myself a lot with the heroine character in t movie..and it made so much sense to me.. it was very subtle movie blended with an artistic romance. I could relate so much with my own engaged relationship and told my fiance also to watch t movie and he also cud relate most of the scenes to "us"...and he called me to tell me a lot of things but I was wit t dentist and the flow happened to go and I missed whole conversation:(

Just wished we had watched the movie together!!:(



also the hero of the movie, Daniel Henny was jus so HOT!!!

screw them

Quick plan!! me and mom went for a movie!! (yet to book t tkts) first place mom wud have got screwed in case we had not got t tkts, coz she took whole after noon to leave from home. Movie was good..happy watching..it was almost 6 in the evening by the time movie got over..and the traffic was to much!! it was a friday evening but still it was too much..my mom was a pillion rider..so i was extra careful in driving and i do not take t mid lane ..so i had to take t left most lane.

Share auto guys are the most horrible and worst drivers I have ever seen. If I had been working in the RTO office and in the license issuing dept, I seriously wud have seized their licenses..their driving sense and traffic sense are beyond explanation..

Ground Rules is that you shud never overtake a vehicle on your left..so i happen to overtake the share auto on t RIGHT and that idiot over took me on my LEFT and we almost met in a clash..in spite of breaking the ground rules he was rude..

the whole point is after he overtook me on t left, he did not race and drive past me instead, he took another bend and parked his vehicle in the left.. absolute crap!!

Screw them ya!!! you can never have a peaceful driving in Indian traffic !!!

wat do I do?

am stuck!!

all the doors are closed..

help!!
help!!!
.......... someone plz.........
........ and there comes the man of my life...

to rescue me
to love me
to care me
to appreciate me
to scare me
to dominate me

wat not ... everything!! :) love ya!!

yea the post does have a history ;):)

cooking freak!!

I am turning into a cooking freak...of curz i do accept there are lot many hidden reasons behind it..and tat reason deserves a separate blog to be spoken abt..so let me leave it hidden..;)

made two yummy yum,my sweetz.. may be easy preparations but i def need an applause here coz am a fresher to cooking.. :D thanku thanku!!

made bengali rasagulas .. but i named my dish as chennai rasagulas :P and planned to make doodh beda but then changed my plan to name it milk kova as I was done with the dish ;) tats ok!! it happens!! but the base is it tasted "oh my god" yummy!!



trust me it was god damn yummy!!

doesn it look yummy..?? I kno it does!!

happy diwali!! welcome home to have my delicious sweetz..:)

where do I start?

Loads of things to do...

loads that I dont even want to write a "to-do things" list..b'cozz its gonna make me more crazy and for sure i will end up doing nothing :P

the thing is wen i actually start doing..lots of bits and pieces comes in btw and i forget wat i initially intend to do :P

ok. Now let me go do something..

but then i feel sleepy nw :P..so lemme go sleep for sometime..ZzZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz

A movie with Brilliance

Inception - wat a movie..seriously!!!

ppl kept telling me, yu don't understand one scene.. tats it yu go off the track!! I have never ever watched any movie with so much concentration and intensity and I was watching the movie sitting at the edge of my seat!!not cos it was thrilling, its jus tat i was all into the screen to understand the movie!!

the movie had a beautiful flow, the way it was started, the way it was taken, the cinematography - stunning

and of curz few areas very tricky and I'd to come back home and check it out on the net. And that's wen the movie stole the show!! Christopher Nolan - yu re jus beyond brilliance!!

Interesting fact is except for Di Caprio and Christopher , no one else know the story!!

The movie was definitely an inception planted on yu by the director.

Beyond imagination
Beyond creativity

tooo good..do watch the movie and if yu happen to go for the movie, do buy me an extra ticket :P

P.S: Though I saw the movie long back,jus happen to post :P

think!!

Wat’s the point arguing when yu kno yu re def not going to convince the other person: P wy waste energy: P and wy build a heated conversation..when yu really feel it’s going nowhere ..atleast def not to the place wher yu want it to go..

Stop!!
Halt!!!
Arrest!!!!
Impede!!!!!

Jus rite there if at al the person is in close relationship with yu..if not..then no matter wat happens, jus blow their heads off :P

Woah!!!

Its seriously a bliss to make the person wit whom u re on a one-one, apologize to u !! hahaha!!!

made a person to apologize but then it was that person s mistake.. i don't generally apologize to a third person...even if its my mistake :P but then she did ..so its a bliss.. woah!!!:):)

i kno am wrong wen i said i dont apologize but then tats ok!! coz tats who i am :P

WHY??

why does weekend have only two days??????????:(

smilezz on Friday nite :)
boohoo on Sunday nite :(
wHy??? wHy??

why does weekdays have 5 long long days?????????

oh god....;):P

one tick on my list

Lazing around on a Saturday is definitely one of the finest ways to start ur weekend..and so have I this weekend :)

I made dinner today!! started of wit one of my mission :P and trust me it came out well..and I def deserve a round of applause here!!!hahahaa :P and hence one tick on my to-do list ;)

Rameshwaram and the pamban palam

A very beautiful trip to rameshwaram..it was so soothing and peaceful..nice trip wit family after a very long time!! but such a holy place cud have been maintained neatly!! its was totaly disheartening to see the place made so dirty!!!

and the pamban palam was almost 2 kms ...wat a way to reach rameshwaram..the water on both sides was such a treat to eyes..

and here goes few of my clicks:)

The great Pamban palam





Water bodies on either side...seriously a a must watch plc..and the wind was so wild up there in the bridge..




somehow managed to click the bird:)and trust me its a bird:P

uff!!!

The whole week was
traumatic
stressful
disturbing
hate work:P

that i really wanna write sth good abt my life..so that i feel good:P so..Phew!!!!

Changed my templates and al :P lot of new stuffs on hand yea, fancy templates and numerous options to decorate ur blog and too in a much much easier n a friendly way than earlier ones..wooo...nice :)

wanted to do sth diff as am stuck with work everyday :( and so all tis blogging :) and giving a new look to my blog:) after all whiling away time:P

2010

Though I mis ‘d to write a blog on 2009..it was indeed a good yr though not a good one for blogging :P 2009 was reasonably a rocking one when it came to my career..Learnt loads of stuff on a technical note.. proved to be so responsible which am def not one at home (happy my mom doesn read blogs:P) but taken a resolution of being responsible even at home :)

Big event was my bro s wedding..woah!! the best..had sooper dooper fun..taken my frnds..so added excitement :) actually totally blank of wat happened in the whole of 2009 I remember so vaguely.. yea..my birthday!! Always the best day of any year!!felt like a princess everwher..:)had a beautiful cubicle decoration by my peers..jus felt on cloud 9 cos I was so popular in my proj..;) hahahaha true ya…:P things dint go my way towards the end of 2009..dont know wy..but it jus dint go my way :P one yr I actually wanna forget..the fact is everyone forgets every other yr :P

2010 did not kick of well…lot of confusions..felt so empty al of sudden!!:( Went on a pilgrimage to pazhani!!(n i did not go for the pilgrimage jus cos i was in confusion it jus happened al of a sudden:P) 165 kms by walk.. Around 5-6 days.OMG!!Seriously OMG muruga!! Became such a massive devotee of him..i have never been so devotional al my life..Actually speaking the biggest turning point of my life wud be this pilgrimage..i was one with nature..i am one person who can never even bare the pain of a pin prick but then it was so much of pain ..i cried so much!! But then finally I was so so so happy when I completed the whole thing successfully. Met such lovely beautiful ppl who literally dragged me al the way and made my trip a whole success: P huge thx!! I have been thinking abt takin up tis pilgrimage again..plannin..let me see hw it goes..this pilgrimage gave me an opportunity to spend a lot of time with my anna after school days..just a remarkable part of 2010!!!:)

Then life was as usual..Shuttling between work, home and of curz the fun and entertainment..lot of beautiful things happening :) al smiles and happiness around..mid way of 2010 has geared up!!! back on track!! yehhhh!!! so far so goooood!!!:)

hiccups makes life interesting..so is my life nw :)

Expectations

Expectations :) !!! Actually an interesting and in my perspective, a tricky thing!!Well u get what u expect then its interesting if u don’t then its tricky: P I have found it interesting many a times and tricky too.. My suggestion wud be don’t set ur expectation high when its comes to relationships..Because disappointments are diff to handle in relationships..But u can always argue that there s nothing high or low in expectations..still u can have a control over ur expectations..tats my point…and be practical abt ur expectations..

And expectations are too damn high wen u’re a girl (all gals pls excuse me..its a fact though :P) I can challenge with 1000 examples :P and am no different ;) I have tons of expectation though I write like Ms.Perfect.. no way .. am not even close to it..hw much ever I hit the rock bottom of disappointments I jus don’t stop expecting out of life nor out of relationships !!!!:P But u always want to change or at least realize the same..n happy tat I fall in the latter:) jus realizations!!!Tuf to change though :P

There has to be expectations in a relationship else it wudn be a natural one..:) Expectations lead to possessiveness and which means they want the other person that badly and which is a positive sign for any love!!! Long live all love with expectations :)

n thx to my friend with whom I had an argument kind of a thing on expectations and stuffs and it turned out to be a blog :P long time since I posted one..if u ‘d read my other blogs ..i ‘m no more on bench and started working so sincerely :P for the past 2 yrs :) :P and hence such a big delay for a new blog though a pretty short one.. ;)

2008

2008- In my life was a blend of lazy days and serious hard work. The first six months went away whining about my career as I was theoretically unemployed, though employed technically: P I just hate to be idle. I went through the toughest stage of 2008 in those four months. Nothing was going my way. All I had to do was to eat, sleep, wake up, and cry about my unemployment. I go restless in such a situation and it was my parents and friends who boosted up my confidence, a big thanks for all those support without them I don’t think I would have crossed the stage. My elder brother gave me few ideas to keep myself engaged. In that list was the idea of learning embroidery. I had an amazing time learning it and very interesting hobby. I even went to the extent of starting a business with a small capital. But before I could execute the idea, I was FINALLY allocated to a project in my company. Guess the CEO of the company heard my curses ;) anyhow, I was happy that I will be occupied for the rest of the year and that’s what happened. Then my life was intruded with the path of serious hard work of the year 2008. I loved my job except for waking up at 5 in the morning. Last six months was pretty good part of this year. My work kept me busy and then my regular happy weekends. I made a bunch of new super friends this year, surprisingly at office. Also, I came across a couple of level headed people at my office who happen to join my list of admiration. On the par side was going on my preparation for my MBA entrances, but no big improvement this year, except that I applied for a lot colleges (my account balance is draining :(!!) Hoping to join any college so that I can run away from this company: D 2008 also marked the beginning of me continue in being a vegetarian. Kept up the resolution I took at the end of 2007 and quiet satisfied in maintaining it :) which is forcing me take another in 2009. Actually over the year I realized that I have become a major spend thrift. I even took steps to save my money but haven really tasted success in that. Planning to work more on it this year, like having an excel sheet where I can maintain my accounts, lets c how it goes, will surely write a blog if I achieve it. (After all something to write about ;)) and it was also a very happy year for my family, like, my bro’s engagement, a big event it was for my family in 2008 :) waiting for it. 2008 was a bunch of moments for me too. I jus wish I could capture every moment and make a collage of it. The best of 2008 was October 28th :)Hoping for a wonderful 2009 ahead. Wish everyone a prosperous and happy 2009.2008

Salute the Heores!!

First of all am ashamed of the politicians of this country, the government of this country for putting the country under siege. I was frozen in shock when I heard the news about terrorists attack in Mumbai at the major posh places like The Taj Mehel Hotel, Oberoi/Trident and the jewish apartment in The Nariman House and in that rickety situation, I immediately called my brother who’s working in Mumbai to make sure he was fine and was happy further on to hear that he had left to Kolkata that nite, for a transaction. For a city like Mumbai, which is so active and lively when it comes to work or be it anything, this must be traumatic. It's almost like the city that never sleeps has gone into deep slumber. Though they were many blasts that happens almost every one or two years, to my perception this will remain a black day, War on Mumbai. If the government really wishes to do something to the innocent public, they should look at this issue as a serious one and work their heads on for tightening the security. Despite the security, around 20 terrorists have managed to enter the city and blew it to ashes. Where is the nation heading?? What kind of country are we living in? When a family decides to have a happy dinner out at a restaurant, are they required to be extra cautious of what is gonna happen? Atrocious. If the government is not even in a position to provide the basic security to the people, then whats the point on relying on them?? A two year old baby is pushed to orphanage, as his parents and grandparents are shot dead at The Nariman House. The most heart breaking was that, today was the child's birthday. The government need not gift him though. All what politicians can do is to blame each other on such a crisis. They cannot even stand united, when there is in need of it. The opposition and the ruling party came in separately to convey their commiseration. What more can we expect out of these politicians. As the situation ran out of control, the centre pulled in the National Security Guard (NSG) and the army. Six army columns were pressed into action apart from 200 NSG personnel. Those who have always been the heroes of the nation led from the front, evacuating 200 persons out of the Taj Hotel and 70 out of Oberoi/Trident Hotel. Also they were combating inside the hotel in flushing out the terrorists. All these NGS and army are from different parts of the country, now where is Raj Thackeray?? To him, a team of 6 bodyguards from South Africa who have come here on a vacation, was in the in a restaurant in the Taj hotel and drinking soup at the top of the hotel. The moment they heard the gun fire, they immediately reacted and helped in evacuating 150 people who were there in the vicinity. The guards, armed only with knives and meat cleavers, helped other hotel guests to safety down a fire escape. They carried a traumatised old woman in a chair down 25 flights of stairs. I was moved by their wonderful gesture. Hats off heroes!! And not to forget the heroes of our own country, many who have lost their lives for this nation. My heartfelt thanks, to army and the NSG, for such a wonderful effort and also, my deepest condolences to those families for an indispensable loss. 12 policemen were killed, including Hemant Karkare, chief of the police anti-terrorist squad in Mumbai, who was recently blamed by Narendar Modi for his performace. May, the dead rest in peace. Politicians have to realize that its not the time to blame each other and it’s the time to understand the situation and act as one nation. By understanding it doesn’t mean that u have to declare a bandh, which is appallingly so insignificant. Tonite we owe a great deal to the heroes of our nation for an unforgettable gesture in saving hundred of lives risking their own life. Hats off!! Enough is enough. May, the city of Mumbai rest in peace.

Three mistakes of my life!!

Like any even I had huge dreams of a big sophisticated white collar job. When I completed my graduation, the hype was to join an IT firm. I was never interested in computer and stuffs, my ambition was to become a business entrepreneur. So took up a crash course in T.I.M.E for CAT and started off with a spirited preparation. Then came the tragic end, I had placements at my college during my final year of graduation. Unfortunately, I got selected in the very first company. The first mistake of my life is to have attended the placements continued by the lost of interest in CAT as I was in the mind set of taking up the job and gaining experience and then going for an MBA. Later, my first five months in a branded IT company went on well as it was a namesake training. It was pretty similar to college, had loads of fun, teasing and giggling around in gangs, and did nothing during the training. After those blissful days, came the dark period of any IT company, called the Bench. Being on Bench is defined to be sitting idle, filling your attendance sheet and receiving salary every month and the conclusion of those dark days is lack of experience, which in turn affects our resume if we are in the intentions of joining another company. We will get the experience certificate but technically speaking u kno nothing. I was exactly in that state for around ten months. Things switched to the so called colorful days. I got into a project but then the project was in the pipeline and is still expecting confirmation of the project. Ha ha!! A team with project manager, project lead, team members and top of all an onsite coordinator was formed. Joke of the millennium. Ha ha ha!! It’s been a year and a half I joined this company, which I consider to be the second mistake of my life, but still not done anything in favor of them. Am giving my CAT this year also, but what’s the use, my preparation is not up to the mark. Reason being I was forced to come to office and report to my manager of the so existed project. Funny!! Third mistake of my life, In spite of being a biggest loser, I still haven’t left the company. Now even if I want to, it’s too late. With all this recession coming up nothing is guaranteed, whether I will get placed after doing my MBA. In all my life is a total mess as of now. But then, everything is for good. Hoping for a change in the near future.

A Dedication

Today being a Saturday woke up really late with a very happy note because I did something very nice the previous night. There are two little cute pups near my house; it’s just one month old, black in color. Really cute puppies and I admire them at a distance from my bedroom window as they are my biggest fear. People say am very bold and stuffs, but the one little thing am really scared of is dogs. Its kind of a phobia, I should say and actually taking measures to overcome it. So, decided to kick off with the puppies. Asked my mother for a glass of milk, went down, to be noted, boldly ;) kept the bowl a little near the puppies and came off. According to me this is highest I can go, so, applause here :) That’s the reason I got up with a huge smile as though I kept a glass of milk for a lion or tiger: D In spite of it being a Saturday, I dint laze around and waste the day doing nothing. Completed a few very important work which I should have done two weeks back: P but then pats on my back for at least doing it this weekend ;)

Had a pretty good day until I decided to keep milk for those two puppies. Like yesterday, I went down in search of the puppies and the watchman said, a lorry ran over the puppies. I was shocked, awfully shocked. I was not able to move from the place for a minute. I am sort of a person who’s not too emotional when it comes to people whom I really don’t know. I still remember the kumbakonam incident, when I heard the news I really felt bad for those kids but was not moved emotionally or cry my heart out, which my friends actually did. I was actually feeling guilty why dint I cry. Was I stone hearted or something? I don’t really cry for movies which end on a tragedy note. So al of it forced me to think about this issue for a long time. But I don’t know what made me shed tears for those beautiful cute one month old puppies; I jus couldn’t control my tears. May be it could also be the influence of one of my very close friend who loves animals more than anything in this world. I started to feel even worse when their mother dog was searching for her puppies. It was so painful. I went to the place were the watchman buried those pups and prayed that they rest in peace. The mother dog is still searching for them. She is running here and there probing for those dead puppies. I jus wish I had the ability to tell her that they are no more and console her and reduce her pain. This one incident will always make my heart very heavy. Hope for the puppies to rest in peace.

What I spend “MONEY” on??

All thru the past one yr as a working professional, people started tagging me as a major “Spend thrift”, though previously they called me as a good organizer in terms of cash!!

But I myself have wondered wat made me a spend thrift, is it coz I started earning? Got so much cash around? Shop, freak out anytime I wanted? All this made me to come to a conclusion that I don’t really have so much control over money and don’t have any saving at al.

But the reason behind the whole scenario is that, during schooling and college days, the damn pocket money was jus not enough. All my pocket money went for recharging my mobile then comes ur miscellaneous expenses, all of al being a gal, u kno..;) was in need of more. (gals are never satisfied wit wat they hav :P) Wel, so me n one of my close frnd, decided to freak out n do the things that we hesitated to do wen v were a student! But then the fact is, u enjoi even more wen u have shortage of money, esp wen u dig ur bike dashboard, ur bag, and find few coins which help u to have pani puri or any cheap roadside food!! Wow..thats an amazing feel!

Finally wen v started working and got the first month salary, we had awesome time freaking out, but at one point v realized the burp!! But then by that time v’d become used it and now I really find it hard to cut down on my expenses. I even tried not going out for month, but still my balance was hitting the rock bottom, Damit!

On top of everything, they’ve hiked the fuel price which in turn will have a huge impact on other commodities. The increase in petrol prices would have an impact on both inflation and growth and is likely to drive price pressures and potentially social unrest in the near-term. If Oil Marketing Companies are suffering a loss of 245 Crores, the government should take measures to improve the Gross Domestic Product (GDP) and not by burdening the people. This is so jus unfair. At present the country's Consumer Price Index (CPI) is running just under 8 per cent year-on-year, while the GDP growth in the country in March quarter advanced at an impressive 8.8 per cent on a year ago basis. Finally, down the list, adds me, already struggling wit handling cash, and now inflation. I do hope of working out a better way to save and remove that tag “spend thrift”. Now I really have to keep a track of, What I spend “MONEY” on!! :D

Probability

The word probable is derived from the Latin word probables. It is also evident that,
probability is the likelihood or chance that something will probably happen or probably not happen. Technically probability theory is used extensively in areas such as statistics and mathematics. Explaining technically, probability of a sure event equals 1 while the probability of an impossible event equals zero. But if u had noticed, probability plays a vital role in our daily lives too. God forbid, even we being alive the next moment is a probable, sometimes we may call it a faith or a belief. But actually it’s a probable.

Two major applications of probability theory in everyday life are in risk assessment and in trade on commodity markets. Governments typically apply probabilistic methods in environmental regulation where it is called "pathway analysis", often measuring well-being using methods that are stochastic in nature, and choosing projects to undertake based on statistical analyzes of their probable effect on the population as a whole. It is not correct to say that statistics are involved in the modeling itself, as typically the assessments of risk are one-time and thus require more fundamental probability models, example, "the probability of another 9/11". A law of small numbers tends to apply to all such choices and perception of the effect of such choices, which makes probability, measures a political matter.

A good example is the effect of the perceived probability of any widespread Middle East conflict on oil prices - which have ripple effects in the economy as a whole. An assessment by a commodity trader that a war is more likely versus less likely, sends prices up or down, and signals other traders of that opinion. Accordingly, the probabilities are not assessed independently nor necessarily very rationally. The theory of behavioral finance emerged to describe the effect of such group think on pricing, on policy, and on peace and conflict.

It can reasonably be said that the discovery of rigorous methods to assess and combine probability assessments has had a profound effect on modern society. Accordingly, it may be of some importance to most citizens to understand how odds and probability assessments are made, and how they contribute to reputations and to decisions, especially in a democracy. Another significant application of probability theory in everyday life is reliability. Many consumer products, such as automobiles and consumer electronics, utilize reliability theory in the design of the product in order to reduce the probability of failure. The probability of failure is also closely associated with the product's warranty.

If u had noticed probable, probability are couple of very interesting and the most commonly used words. Lot of things are cob webbed around this word. For example,
the weather report is a probable, we planning something and for it to be a success is a probable, who knows one could even be the CM of tamil nadu that’s also a probable..:)
And if u happen to go deep inside mathematics, u will find probability even more interesting. One of the best fields in mathematics.